Som tiden gaar, klokken slaar - yay!

Hej alle sammen.
I feel like writing in danish, but already now, I am thinking in English, so I better keep on going in this direction, so I won't confuse myself.
So this has been a long, good and interesting week, where I've been doing a lot of different stuff.
I've been doing XC every day after school again, and this week has been even harder, than it used to be...
Monday we had a hard workout, where we had to run 1 mile as fast as we could, where the coach would time us, and then we had to do the same again even faster 3 times, so it was really hard. But I ran faster for every time, so it was nice, even though it was really really hard. Our coach gave us a good advice about lying to ourselves, when we were running. So when you feel tired and want to run slowly, you have to run even faster, and it really helps - but it's really hard mental!!!
And the day after that we had a medium day, and then Wednesday, we ran 6.75 miles, so it is 10.86km. It was a long and hot run, but I did it, and it was good!  :)
After that we had an "easy day", where we ran around 4 miles, and the same Friday....

You are probably waiting for the good news, so here we go:
We had a race yesterday, and it was a really BIG race! We were against 15 other teams or something like that, and there were a lot of hills, and it was really windy.
Okay, this is no good news. I ran really good the first mile, and I was number eight in the raise - compared to all the 100 runners there were. I kept pushing myself, and suddenly it all went black for my eyes. I couldn't focus, and it was all black for my eyes, so I went into the side, and I was so dizzy. Luckily I found a good friend, who helped me and told me to sit still, while I was trying to get to myself...
I passed out..........
It was a really bad experience, and I feel so bad every time, I think about it, but it happens sometimes, and I am still here. My minds were saying keep on moving, but my body said stop, so I won't push myself so hard the next time.

Today we went to church for three hours, and I felt okay -except for a weird headache, I keep on having. It's like hurting in my head and my ears. And then suddenly after the first hour in the middle of a song, I could feel the headache, and I felt suddenly dizzy again. I didn't know what was happening, and people gave me some water and stuff like that. Yeah, it's been a really weird day, and I am so frustrated right now....
I've just finished my Chemestry homework, where we are going to have a quiz tomorrow. I am doing my best at school, but it is still a bit difficult. Especially Chemestry....
I know it doesn't count, but sometimes it still feels like, and you get really frustrated, when you feel stupid all the time... or most of the time :) HaHAHAHAAHAH!

Homecoming is coming soon, and I need to find a dress soon :) It's gonna be fun!!
Love you all. I am really not having a really bad time here! I am just in a bad mood, because of all that's been going on lately.

Write to you all soon again... pictures are still missing... I'm sorry :) They'll hopefully come soon:)
Take care,
Julie <3